Craigslist: Los Angeles: Missed Connections: W4M: Looking for ORTIZ

Hey, Ortiz! This ruca is looking for you:

I shouldn’t even be thinking of you let alone dreaming of you. But i did the dream was so vivid i woke up in shock. I know you busy rocking the senior citizen center and seaworld. i just thought it be a boost to your ego.So i decided to post. p.s i would have never called your penis little and honestly had no idea you were popping viagra.

This ruca is NOT looking for you:

Let’s be honest, this missed connection place is not what it was set out to be, most the time its people trying to reconnect with a love interest. Okay…so you love them and can’t get over them so go fucking get them. Go find them, you know where they are or where they work or their email or their gym or their Facebook. DON’T PRETEND YOU CAN’T FUCKING FIND THEM. Put on your big boy pants and declare your undying love for them or your inability to live without them or whatever…BUT TELL THEM. And when you do make sure it is love motivating you not guilt or ego. IF you have tried, I mean really tried, that means maybe eating shit, putting aside your ego, looking like a fucking fool, swallowing your pride or changing your life, work, living situation, addictions, whatever BUT TRY and IF that doesn’t work than retreat in defeat go lick your wounds. Moving on is a world different when you know you really did all you could.

If you are trying to find them and you can’t, sometimes people don’t want to be found and you have to accept that this person wants to move on and maybe they have but at the very least they want to, they want to move on to a world that you are not a part of. If you have repeatedly reached out to no avail the sad truth is they don’t want a dialog with you, because it doesn’t matter what you say anymore, maybe it never did or maybe they finally got tired of hearing the same thing out of your mouth. When someone tells you to leave them alone, you should listen. If you have emailed, called, text, sky written or thrown rocks at their window as you beg them for another chance and there is no response…that’s your response. They either never loved you, don’t currently love you or are doing what they need to do to stop loving you, regardless it is the same effect…it’s over.

This is all sucks and you probably at some point have wanted to literally rip out your heart to stop the pain BUT over is over and accepting the is the first step to moving on.

And yet, this hyna has the sad:

Feliz cumple querido

it’s been ten years or so since i’ve been able to wish you a happy birthday, and it hits me every year. it hits me more often than that, but you’re particularly on my mind today. life throws us curveballs, and while puede ser que te perdi hace años,

si cada día,
cada hora
sientes que a mí estás destinada
con dulzura implacable.
Si cada día sube
una flor a tus labios a buscarme,
ay amor mío, ay mía,
en mí todo ese fuego se repite,
en mí nada se apaga ni se olvida,
mi amor se nutre de tu amor, amada,
y mientras vivas estará en tus brazos
sin salir de los míos.